Marionette

 

She knelt among the cooled embers her skirts settled into the ash
Splayed fingers sifting through the charred detritus of her life
Sifting and searching for even a small object that said she had been here
She held her hands before her palms up, stained black and gray, ashy
She turned them palms down, broken fragmented nails, underlined in black
Tears made snail trails down her gray dusted face, wiping them away with ash covered hands it appeared she had finger painted charcoal makeup
on her once perfectly painted face

She stands slowly and moves the ash around with here bare toes
once pink tipped, dainty, the silver toe ring still there on her second toe
scarcely visible beneath the filth
Her lips move for the first time in days, foreign reflex, overlooked so soon
A smile changes the plains of her face, no pink or red tinted lips today
She had been here superficially, allowing others to dress her up
and pull her strings, marionette she danced for them
She found herself in the ashes of that detritus and knew she existed

(C) victoria ramsey

Running in Place

We forever knew what we wanted from life
our lofty aspirations and noble dreams
As far back as we remembered
we saw our futures on the horizon
followed the path in that direction

Young and decisive we ran fast
boasting about those we had left behind
choking on our dust, a glance back, only a blur
Congratulatory pats on the back, no slowing down
Hungry for success, the recognition we craved

Occasionally a small slip, only once or twice,
the others would stop to pull us up, dust us off
Moving so quickly the signs sometimes blurred
We turned right when we should have veered left
Eventually we turned around and righted ourselves

Some crossed the finish live before others
standing at the sidelines cheering, coaxing
waving us on, me toward the back of the crowd
breast heaving, legs pumping, how did I get so far behind
Runners smiled and nodded over their shoulders
at me as they passed, quickly leaving me behind

I kept my goal in sight, my determination never wavering
I knew I would die trying to reach that last goal post
Eventually I ascertained I was alone, no one ahead or behind
Absolute silence, only the sound of my feet slapping the pavement
My lungs screaming, heart hammering, I continue running in place

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Not Again

Chambray eyes under sleepy lids, half mast

Steel gray tufts top your head in disarray

Smile lines spiderweb your face, beautiful soul

Fantastic hands, perfectly sculpted scrub your hair back

That deep whiskey voice that I adore mumbles good morning

My heart leaps into my throat as it has for decades

I choke out my reply, whispering your mornings greeting

I stand in wonder at you rising, chiseled body, David pales in comparison

Stepping into your embrace, I melt into you, perfectly

Forty plus years have molded my form into your body

Sinewy arms enfold, me locking me to your chest

Your heat and scent as familiar to me as my own

Sunlight plays across my lids

Morning sounds accost my ears

Not yet, go away, I am not prepared

To lose him again this soon

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Taffeta Skirts

 

The whisper of rustling taffeta

Is carried on arid breezes

Skirts the colors of dried oats

Swaying and swooping on the plains

 

He lies under the giant oak

Lanky body stretched in the shade

Listening, seduced by sounds of the morning

Singing, whisperings of god’s creatures

 

Heavy lids surrender to the warmth of the sun

The music of the prairie lulls him, beckons his submission

Dreams claim him and carry him into the arms of maidens

Dancing across the ballroom in taffeta skirts the color of straw

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photo by victoria ramsey

Goodbye

 

I watch the sun kiss the day goodbye

She dresses in colors of the rainbow

Dancing across the horizon

 

She dips low and tucks herself in

Pulls her dark covers over her head

And snuggles in for the night

 

Enjoy your evening moon

She will dream of you

Her blessings to the stars

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photo by victoria ramsey

Abyss

 

The end fell, torpedoed toward a dark damp nothingness

Fractioning into miniscule bits, no longer held together

By years of falsehoods and pretenses

 

No safe words uttered, no desire to continue

They stood together peering into the abyss

Silently bidding farewell to a lifelong liaison

(C) victoria ramsey